Forgetting you is the hardest thing I've ever tried,
looking back at all the great memories,
my heart breaks further beyond repair,
as I realize that you're not coming back.

The laughter we've shared for so long,
keeps ringing in my ears,
but the happiness is hard to recall,
forgotten in the blink of an eye.

I'll miss the support you gave me for so long,
the shoulder you lent me to cry on,
if you leave, a part of me will be missing,
a part of me that I'll never regain.

But the apology simply can't escape my mouth,
it's held back as I bite my tounge,
I just can't let the "I'm sorry," out,
for it's just too much shame to bare.

Yet the rift between us is too wide,
for exclusively one man's creation,
the monstrocity is far too large,
to target either of us to blame.

Still, I deserve an apology too,
after all it takes two to fight,
and I can't stop thinking about all the things you said,
the pain refuses to reside.

So, if indeed, this is the end,
this is my, "I'm sorry",
this is my, "I'm over you",
this is my goodbye.


Lisa you've been the greates friend, and no one can take that away from me. I'll miss you so much but I'll never forget you <3