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Just let me die,
because it's easier than living,
just let me slip away,
because life is less forgiving.

Don't try to console me,
because I already left you,
don't try to change my mind,
because I warned you, you knew.

Stop the finger pointing,
because you're the reason I tried,
stop throwing around the blame,
because you encouraged my suicide.

Leave me alone,
because you only bring pain,
leave my life,
because it's for my gain.

I'm sick of you pretending,
because I know you coudln't care less,
I'm sick of you hating me,
because you created your own mess.

Forget the apologies,
because they weren't sincere,
forget the excuses,
because they aren't even near,

compensating for the pain you instigated,
compensating for the monster you've created,
compensating for all the lies that've faded,
into the backround, the tears that cascaded,
down my face as I realized,
that you weren't my friend,
you were just trying to use me again.
©2004-2009 ~BohemianMelody
:iconbohemianmelody:

Author's Comments

Okay. I'm now kicked into suicidal gear ;.; I REALLY need to keep writing or else I have no way to vent and I'll... explode xD

Hope you enjoy this one,
<3Missy<3

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:iconunmendedblacktangled:
WOW, Bohemian this is really good, I've had those feelings before I've even attempted it, and it hurts I know it does! don't worry there ARE people out there and they DO love you!
Love always
Ericka

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"One word love: curiosity. You long for freedom. You long to do what you want to do because you want it. To act on selfish impulse. You want to see what it's like. One day you won't be able to resist..."
:iconbohemianmelody:
Thankies <3 I'm just going through a lot of shit right now and it seems easier to slip away. This poem's dedicated to some bastard who was like 'Monica, you're fucking ugly and fat. Go kill yourself' and I was like '...' He WAS my friend and I trusted him with everything but now we're in a 'war.' He keeps calling me hurtful names and stuff.. and it just cuts in deeper and deeper every time.
:iconunmendedblacktangled:
Look, that's not a friend, a friend is someone who's always there with you, who you don't have to tell when you're sad or angry they just know! Friends, true friends are the ones you never lose and they stay with you! look I know it sorta doesn't help but I love you!

I know with every scar it's another memory of a hurtful word, it'll be okay! I promise it always gets better!

--
"One word love: curiosity. You long for freedom. You long to do what you want to do because you want it. To act on selfish impulse. You want to see what it's like. One day you won't be able to resist..."
:iconbohemianmelody:
I sure as hell hope so.
:iconfainne:
Wow...shit...I am inspired to draw now....I love it! I have constantly had feelings like that, but I don't want to give people the benifit of knowing I am no longer there. I have also never really been one to take the easy way out of too many things. >;P Don't do anything drastic okay!..yes I know I can't spell everything >D

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It's far beyond the stars/it's near beyond the moon/I know beyond a doubt/my heart will lead me there soon/We'll meet beyond the shore/we'll kiss just as before/Happy we'll be beyond the sea/and never again I'll go sailing
:iconbohemianmelody:
Ohmigod thank you so much <3 And I'm done doing drasatic things... so no worries. Once againm thanks for the favorite and the comment... you rawk meh sawks.
:iconfainne:
Hehe ^^

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It's far beyond the stars/it's near beyond the moon/I know beyond a doubt/my heart will lead me there soon/We'll meet beyond the shore/we'll kiss just as before/Happy we'll be beyond the sea/and never again I'll go sailing
:iconrimma:
The things people say can cut deeper than a knife. They can kill you before you have a chance at suicide, you know? Damn, I'm inspired to draw. I'll definately be putting up a link to your poem.

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If the village calls, tell them I'm not here.
:iconbohemianmelody:
OHMIGOD REALLY? I love you :hug: Thanks... and just wondering... where's the link gonna go? xD

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