Suicidal

Just let me die,
because it's easier than living,
just let me slip away,
because life is less forgiving.

Don't try to console me,
because I already left you,
don't try to change my mind,
because I warned you, you knew.

Stop the finger pointing,
because you're the reason I tried,
stop throwing around the blame,
because you encouraged my suicide.

Leave me alone,
because you only bring pain,
leave my life,
because it's for my gain.

I'm sick of you pretending,
because I know you coudln't care less,
I'm sick of you hating me,
because you created your own mess.

Forget the apologies,
because they weren't sincere,
forget the excuses,
because they aren't even near,

compensating for the pain you instigated,
compensating for the monster you've created,
compensating for all the lies that've faded,
into the backround, the tears that cascaded,
down my face as I realized,
that you weren't my friend,
you were just trying to use me again.